I often get asked “How do you decide what to paint?” and that’s a great question, but even better is one I don’t hear often; “How do you decide how to paint that?”
Interpretation is everything; it’s where the magic happens. My goal, every time I’m in the studio, is to be guided by an inner vision, a sense of what the painting needs. This is made up of many things; 1. what pleases me (maybe a combination of brush strokes or favourite colours), 2. what the painting needs (strengthening the composition to create a dynamic painting), 3. what I want the outcome to be (a peaceful scene? a wintry barrenland? a sense of nostalgia?), 4. what is actually happening on the paper (adding water and colour can be unpredictable!).
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It can be hard to tap into that inner sense and paint from the heart. Some days I don’t feel it, I’m distracted, or trying a new subject, style or technique, or whatever. Other days it’s almost immediate; this feeling that today it’s going to happen and I can’t put a stroke wrong. When that happens, sometimes I will even look back at a completed painting and not be able to remember the process of painting it, I was so engaged with the process. I feel that way about “Fragrant,” shown below.
This magic, the part interpretation plays in creating a painting, is what sets art apart from copywork. It excites me and has me eager to keep going, to try new things and watch for the “aha” of recognition when I suddenly can see exactly what is going to happen and how to take it there. When I am in the zone, I’m unstoppable.
“Fragrant” watercolor painting by Angela Fehr
And it’s not something that happens the first day you pick up a paintbrush. I struggled to learn technique for many years before I was able to trust myself and paint with confidence and learn to listen to my inner voice. It’s the magic that makes it very hard to put a price on a painting, or for that matter, to sell it and let it leave the studio. Every painting is a testament to the truest part of myself, and that’s why it’s such a blessing to be able to be an artist, to share my work with the world and see others connect with something that is very personal and real.